Last few weeks

Emma se je upravo najela, pa sam i ja uspijela pojesti sendvic na brzinu i rekoh idem napisat par rijeci dok ona lijepo ugodno sjedi i uziva u svom roznom cvjeticastom stolcu kojisu joj poklonili njeni prijatelji POngraci iz Siska:)
Ne mogu ponekad vjerovati da su vec tri tjedna prosla, dok u isto vrijeme si mislim kako nekad vrijeme sporo ide. Danas sam isla podignut Emmu da ju podrignem nakon jela i nekak me udarilo da je Emma zaista u ova tri tjedna narasla vec i skroz se promijenila-barem meni. Ima sad vec puno vise masnoce na sebi i nije samo mala kost i koza. Naravno odmah mi ju je lakse i nosat jer se ne moram brinut da cu joj polomit kosti.
U utorak smo bile ja i Emma kod doktora. Samo smo se isle izvagat. Ja sam naime zvala da vidim jer mogu je donijet samo da ju izvazu da provjerim dal dobro jede i dal se deblja. Iako prostim okom se cinilo da je sve u redu, ipak sam htjela otici do doktora da provjerim. TO je ujedno bila i nasa prva zajednicka voznja autom bez chrisa. Emma je bila super-mislim da voli svoju sjedalicu za u auto-jer nij plakala al nije ni spavala. Promatrala je kroz prozor sta se desava vani-e sad koliko ona toga moze vidjet to je upitno:) Uglavnom Emmica je moja super i udebljala se skoro pola kile sto je super u dva tjedna. Obicno bi oni htjeli da se beba udeblja bar 350 grama a evo emma rusi rekorde. Jedva cekam da bude buca mala sa debelim batacima:)
Sad sam malo mirnija jer znam da jede al navike joj se svaki dan mijenjaju. Nesto novo dode svaki dan.
Danas je recimo vani ruzno i crno i pada kisa evo od podneva, i Emmica moja spava lijepo. Takvo je vrijeme. Cim ovo zavrsim budem i ja isla malo odspavat jer mi se kapci sklapaju. Dva puta po dva sata u noci jednostavno iako sam se vec navikla-nije dovljno.
Emma je i dalje jako jako dobra beba. Mislim da kraj takve bebe covjek bi mogao imat i blizance. Emocionalna nestabilnost od hormona me prolazi i naravno zivot je odmah ljepsi kad se ne places radi svake gluposti:) Emmica moja samo spava, jede, malo place kad treba prdnut i to je to.Stvarno je predivna. Svaki dan sad evo neku novu facu napravi i jedva cekam da se pocne po prave smijati i primjecivati nas. Obozava svoj taju. Cim chris dode s posla od nju preuzima i njih dvoje se druze, a ona ga gleda i promatra kao da je Boga vidjela.
IDem sad da ovo jos i na engleskom sve napisem pa da odem malo prilec na kauc-nas dvije macke da malo odmorimo.

Emma just ate, i had my sandwich and decided to quickly write a short update on what has been happening with the two of us. She is peacefully sleeping in her nice pink chair our friends Pongrac gave her as a present.
Sometimes i can not believe that it has been already over 3 weeks since she was born. Especially because sometimes it feels like ONLY 3 weeks. After she ate today i was trying to lift her to burp her and i realized that she is having more fat on her and is not just skin and bones anymore. It makes it easier to carry her and less fearful that i am going to break her bones or something.
Tuesday emma and i went to the doctors office to weight her in. I wanted to make sure that she is eating well and gaining weight. With breastfeeding you never know what she is getting. This was also our first ride together in the car without Chris. I think Emma likes her car seat as she did not fuss and was looking through the window at the fast passing scenarios. She gain 150z in 2 weeks which is excellent. I am so happy for her and at more peace about the whole thing.
Everyday is different over her. She changes habits all the time it seems like. Today for example is very dark and rainy here so she is sleeping most of the afternoon. I need to finish this so i can go and do the same. My eyes are heavy as 2 times 2 hours of sleep a night just doesn't cut it. no matter how used to it you get it is just not a lot.
Emma is a very good baby. If all babies were like this it would not be hard to have twins:) I think my emotional hormone stuff is passing away.That makes life so much more enojoyable. She just eats and sleeps, cries only when trying to get some farts out...Simply wonderful and i am so in love with her. Every day she has a new facial gesture she makes and i can not wait till she actually notices me and starts smiling. She loves her dad as when he comes home from work and hangs out with her, she has her eyes wide open and is looking at him intently.
Anyway, i better get going. Just wanted to say hi to everyone and say we are doing great!